I won’t lie to you; I’ve been completely neglecting my blog
as of late. With uni work and life drama, I completely lost any motive to write
for you guys. For that, I can only apologise.
I’ve had a lot going on for the last month or so, but I’ve
felt that it’s all too personal to put in a blog post. I haven’t wanted to write about the things going
on, because I don’t want to write about the people who are, or were once close
to me. Just out of respect, I suppose.
I’ve let out a lot of emotions in this blog in the past;
anger, upset, frustration, confusion… the list goes on! And I’ve never felt
like I was sharing too much with you guys. I poured my heart out about guys and
breakups and heartache… And I never once thought that it was too personal to
put on the internet.
So why do I suddenly feel like I’m sharing too much?
Blogging has always been an escapism for me; a place to write down whatever I’m
feeling, as a sort of therapy, rather than keeping everything bottled up. But
since I’ve been back at uni, I’ve become more of a closed book. I have all of
these emotions and thoughts, but nowhere that I feel is appropriate to let them
out.
When do things suddenly become too personal to share? What’s
changed that’s made me feel like I can’t write about these situations?
If anyone else has ever felt this way/ currently feels like
this, comment below. How did you overcome it?